I'm such a spoiled little brat. I always kind of have been, and lately I have just been taking my good friends who are such a support to me for granted. I still don't feel as if I'm worth their attention and love (I'm not sure I ever will), but I just wanted to let you all know that it's thanks to some of you, and many really good friends that are around me, some with similar morals, and some with very different morals, that stay with me, lift me up, and make me laugh at myself. Love's to you all. I hope you know who you are.
Today ended up to be very good. It started really crappy. I'm not going to be specific or the wound will probably open up again. I ditched two classes, however, which turned out to be a rather good thing for my emotions. I'm going to try and not make a habit of it, but it was nice because I could hang out with three of the above mentioned friends, and they made me forget life for a while and feel like maybe I do enjoy this thing and that I'm a fun person. Then marching band happened - I always feel better after a band rehearsal (unless it was really horrible...) and then brass choir which was equally lifting (especially because Dr. Lion rehearsed with us and made us sound better than we are) and to top everything off, brass quintet. I'll just have to say that brass quintet is one of my favorite ensembles to play in. Today was an especially good rehearsal. I wish that people in charge of education curriculum could understand and experience the power of music. It really has healing properties... but I'm getting off topic.
So what started off as a really crappy day that seemed to only be able to go down, ended up as a wonderful one leaving me feeling great.
I could maybe get used to this feeling great.
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