I'm just cleaning out my closet.
When you have a mess and start cleaning, dust flies around. That is what is happening. Dust. Dusty memories that I haven't remembered in a long time. It will be a very thorough (I hope that is the right spelling), but necessary cleaning to my healing.
I'll probably find many scary dust-bunnies, but I know that this is needed, and that I can make it through. My Father will help me. He has many times, and He will not fail me, in this, my darkest hour. Keep reading if you feel you can stand it. I won't be offended if you wish to not take this journey with me. Jesus will carry me through, and I will have the love from Father, and others around me. Honestly, I don't want to go through this cleaning journey either, but I can't live like this anymore. I want others to know who I am. But more then that I want to know who I am. This cleaning will help me find the "choice spirit" inside of me. I do hope that I don't scare my faithful readers away as I have many people, but like I said, I won't be offended. I know in whom I have trusted, and I will continue to trust in Him, and I know that He will always be there for me.
I'm just cleaning out a closet. Dust. That is all it is. (keep telling yourself that Shay)
3 comments:
Your not scary at all S.L. You are strong and brave and human and going through more than anyone should ever have to go through. We are all here to support you and see you through until the dust settles.
Of course He is the only one that can really get you through it. You must know however, that I'll be loving you, praying for you, and being your cheerleader from afar! You're amazing!!
Hey, if you need anything, support, chocolate, someone to vent at, anything, drop me a line. Like I said before, I'm usually online. :)
-Krisitn
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