Can I have some?

welcome to my blog.

a place to post. a place to eat oreos. a place to vent. a place to heal.

i started this blog so i could use a different outlet besides munching on fattening oreos. as if that has done any good... *mind wanders to oreo package in the house...*

then i realized that oreos can be semi symbolic. if you are are that crazy about oreos that is. which... i am.

eating oreos is therapeutic for me. when i am struggling or when i need a pick me up. they have chocolate. and sugar. both of which help lift my mood. not to mention that i eat them soaked with milk, which is my miracle drink.

i post my posts to not only get stuff out. there may be people who read my blog who have been in the same kind of situations as i have. i hope reading them and knowing that others have gone through things like i have, will be to you what eating oreos does to me.


and yes. i didn't capitalize anything in here. i just felt like it. deal with it.


munch up.

Monday, March 17, 2008

A Simple Call

On Saturday, I was spending the day at Rocket Scientist's parent's house. Bug was really enjoying playing with a shape ball. I'm actually not really sure what it is called, but it is a plastic ball with shapes in it that come out when you pull on the two ends. Then you put the shapes back in in the holes on the ball. I hope you all know what I'm talking about...

Anyway, he was enjoying playing with that, but he didn't know how to get the shapes back out. He would give the ball to me, and pat either the floor, or a chair, or the coffee table. Wherever he wanted the shapes to be. This is one of the many "signs" that only me and him really understand. At one point I headed off to the bathroom. When I almost get to the door, I hear, "Mom? Mom??" Awww, my heart almost melted... Before this, he would call for Daddy, but he would hardly ever call (more like never...) for Mom if he needed help. He would just chase after me and force the toy or whatever into my hand. I went back, he gave me the ball thing, and patted the coffee table, and I let out the shapes.

Times like this make me truly appreciate that even though my youngest child died, I still have a cute little guy around to lift my spirits.

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