Can I have some?

welcome to my blog.

a place to post. a place to eat oreos. a place to vent. a place to heal.

i started this blog so i could use a different outlet besides munching on fattening oreos. as if that has done any good... *mind wanders to oreo package in the house...*

then i realized that oreos can be semi symbolic. if you are are that crazy about oreos that is. which... i am.

eating oreos is therapeutic for me. when i am struggling or when i need a pick me up. they have chocolate. and sugar. both of which help lift my mood. not to mention that i eat them soaked with milk, which is my miracle drink.

i post my posts to not only get stuff out. there may be people who read my blog who have been in the same kind of situations as i have. i hope reading them and knowing that others have gone through things like i have, will be to you what eating oreos does to me.


and yes. i didn't capitalize anything in here. i just felt like it. deal with it.


munch up.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

It's official

I need to get in shape.

I think emotionally or something I want to get pregnant again. I know. I'm crazy. I have had 3 children in 4 years. I haven't let my body recuperate at all between pregnancies. Or rather I haven't ever really tried to put any effort into getting my body in shape. BUT. The fact that I thought I was pregnant again, and had to take a pregnancy test just to be sure... and the fact that I felt a little disappointed when it said that I wasn't pregnant... yeah.

I think I was feeling like I was pregnant because deep down I wanted to be pregnant. So my body tried to pretend to me that I was. I have heard of stuff like this happening... of fooling your body into thinking that lies are truths.

Then again, I think I'm crazy. I have just started to feel good about the sleep time that I get at night. And Mr. Bubbles (Squirmy's new blog name due to excessive drooling caused by teething) is still young enough that I remember those horrible nights of trying to get him to sleep so I slept uncomfortably on the couch so I could get SOME kind of sleep. I still remember that, and how sore I was the next day. So part of me thinks I'm crazy. The other part wants to be pregnant again.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME????

Anyway.

So yeah... it is time for me to get in shape. So... back to the reason for this post.

There is a new side bar... thing. Look at it. Then comment. I will do 5 sit ups for each comment... that is my goal. So yeah.

HELP ME!

14 comments:

Deanna said...

wow! you go girl!! and trust me, I know what you mean about your body telling you you're pregnant, I went through that before both pregnancies.

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comments?

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james said...

Can I leave multiple comments? :)

Adriene said...

um don't do fifty sit ups at once, at first okay? Try five or ten at a time.

Jodi Warenski said...

Keep up the good work! You will be happier and healthier the next time round. I am on the get healthy and in shape kick too. Maybe we could be workout buddies over the internet?

Azteroth said...

Awesome goal!
Just be sure to consider the future before you get pregnant again. Things like having insatiably hungry teenage boys all at once, the effects of the damage to your body when your old, Justin's concerns & goals for the future, your financial situation, schooling, etc.
But totally, that's awesome and I know you can do it!!

chelsea said...

Hey friend..I just found your blog and I think it rocks! It is helping me get to know you better. I had to comment somewhere...and I thought this would be a beneficial place! Take care and if you want check out my blog....warning though I only usually blog once a week...cuz life is crazy!