Can I have some?
welcome to my blog.
a place to post. a place to eat oreos. a place to vent. a place to heal.
i started this blog so i could use a different outlet besides munching on fattening oreos. as if that has done any good... *mind wanders to oreo package in the house...*
then i realized that oreos can be semi symbolic. if you are are that crazy about oreos that is. which... i am.
eating oreos is therapeutic for me. when i am struggling or when i need a pick me up. they have chocolate. and sugar. both of which help lift my mood. not to mention that i eat them soaked with milk, which is my miracle drink.
i post my posts to not only get stuff out. there may be people who read my blog who have been in the same kind of situations as i have. i hope reading them and knowing that others have gone through things like i have, will be to you what eating oreos does to me.
and yes. i didn't capitalize anything in here. i just felt like it. deal with it.
munch up.
Improvement? Maybe.
Well, another week has gone by. And we are all still alive and well.
Well enough.
I think I have mentioned that I am determined to change. If only for my hubby. Well, here is a list of possible improvements. Despite how uncomfortable I am sometimes with the assignments my counselor gives, I feel like I have tried my best.
- I'm feeling a little more comfortable at church. Not completely comfortable... just more.
- I'm more comfortable around my hubby. What I would do without such a wonderful and patient husband.... that is for a different post though.
- I'm dedicated to work harder. At least on my business.
- My apartment isn't in shambles. Just parts of it is.
- I'm trying to find ways to have fun with kids. Instead of avoiding them.
Next on my list of assignments from my counselor... think about self-love vs. self-loathing...
*shudders*
And how to change from the loathing to the loving.......
*runs and hides under bed*
1 comment:
it's good to have goals. perhaps it would be easier not to look at the "big picture" with the last goal. say "today I look pretty". then the next day "what a good mom I am being". etc etc.
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