Warning: Unknown rambling ahead.

Now that Shay has been fed Oreos and milk, she is ready to post.

In case you didn't know, Shay is working on a story. A very long one in fact. Shay has currently written a full length novel of it actually (though she hopes to turn it into a manga eventually... you know... Japanese comic book) and is working on a second full length novel. Yes, Shay is crazy.

She is kind of stuck in her story right now and isn't quite sure where to go in the forthcoming chapters. Shay is used to that, as her muse is a devilish being who refuses to let Shay know what is coming next. That doesn't make gearing up to write the next chapter any easier though, this knowledge that her muse will take over and everything will turn out right in the end. In fact, Shay has a vague idea of what will happen in the next chapter, and very likely is somewhat scared to write it because of the feelings and emotions of one particular character.

Okay. So what does this have to do with Shay's personal life? Well, she doesn't know what to do with herself right now. Tis a Friday night, the kids are to bed, and Shay doesn't really have much to do (besides writing on said long story or practice drawing things). So Shay came onto blogger to find the hidden meaning of life and love. She didn't find it and is now telling you all about her lack of knowledge.

Yeah... this post is very rambling, and Shay knows that. She is beating around the bush about what is really bugging her because she knows that posting it online isn't the way to fix anything worth something.

And as Shay doesn't know what to say anymore and is certain most of you didn't even understand a word of the last 5 minutes or so of your lives, Shay will finish it off with a picture that she sketched yesterday. She opened a volume of her favorite manga and found a picture to base her sketch off of.

So here are a thousand more words for ya: