Can I have some?
welcome to my blog.
a place to post. a place to eat oreos. a place to vent. a place to heal.
i started this blog so i could use a different outlet besides munching on fattening oreos. as if that has done any good... *mind wanders to oreo package in the house...*
then i realized that oreos can be semi symbolic. if you are are that crazy about oreos that is. which... i am.
eating oreos is therapeutic for me. when i am struggling or when i need a pick me up. they have chocolate. and sugar. both of which help lift my mood. not to mention that i eat them soaked with milk, which is my miracle drink.
i post my posts to not only get stuff out. there may be people who read my blog who have been in the same kind of situations as i have. i hope reading them and knowing that others have gone through things like i have, will be to you what eating oreos does to me.
and yes. i didn't capitalize anything in here. i just felt like it. deal with it.
munch up.
Don't freak...
My mom called me early (for me) this morning worried about my last post. Don't worry. I'm still here. All the "the end" really meant was that I know something is wrong with me and really bugging me, but I don't know what it is. I don't know what is causing my erratic behavior or forcing me into numbness for days on end. The "the end" really meant I have nothing else to say about it. Instead of typing this all out. I really don't know what is wrong with me or how to fix it. Hence the "the end". I'm trying not to give up, but it is hard seeing as when I'm numb, I don't care about anything even giving up finding the source of all this pain and whatnot.
So yeah. Don't freak out. I'm still kickin'.
2 comments:
You mean erratic behavior right? ;)
Love ya! I wish I was there.
Adriene
We're glad you're still kicking. I thought erotic sounded more fun. We love ya.
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